Too much

I'm sitting here at my computer. Why? I have so much to do, that I don't know where to begin...so here I sit. My list of things to get done today is overwhelming at moments. I am wondering how people are organized to where they have time to do everything. My mind races during the day... I think I think about stuff too much to where I can't concentrate. Does anyone else feel this way or is it just me? I think about my kids a lot, my job, my house, the bills. I think about how I have so much to do that I don't know where to begin, so I just leave the house and go thrift store shopping. I know I would feel better if I would just get things done, but I don't know where to begin. Are there people out there that will make a list for me everyday? I need to be organized. Its driving me nuts. I know I feel a lot better when I have a very productive day..why can't I just do it? I miss my Dad. I miss my son Zach - I wish he would just move back home. I miss my friend Lori. It seems since she left that I've gone into a slump, which isn't like me. I should be over helping my friend paint, helping my Mom plant flowers and clean her basement. I should get my car cleaned and sell it. I should get Lori's package mailed. I should be getting my yard card business advertised and up and going again. I need to go to the school for Sami's graduation and pick the dog up from the vet. I should get off of here and at least get in the shower. I'm going to make a list. Maybe that will help....I'm going to try it...again...maybe it will work today:)